Hell with it.
My hotmail account says I don’t have an inbox yet.
What have I been doing for the last 6 years?
My life flashes before my eyes. All the mails that I received.
My friends leaving me their best wishes. Travel pictures.
A part of my life has vanished.
Have I been hacked?
Is someone sending porn to all my contacts?
Will I ever have that mail account any more?
Will I receive the future mails? Are people going to be notified?
Shaking, sweating, I feel a part of myself has been ripped away.
After a bit of search on the internet… Everyone is out of hotmail!!!
It is a global shutdown. France, US, Singapore…
I am not the only one.
I see people gathering in groups in forums… sharing their personal experiences.
They meet in yahoo and google groups to show their relief of not being alone.
Some people joke about a internet going down and nukes being launched.
We try to find support. We find nobody but ourselves.
This is a traumatic experience.
We share the anxiety together.
We’ll laugh about that later. Still, my account does not work.
We’ll talk about that.
We’ll sue Bill Gates.